I hate it when people look at me as "commodity" they
most get rid of and sell it to the first buyer. When my mother try to find a
husband for me! I do not need a man in my life now and definitely I don't want
to get marry.
I want to finish school and get master and get a job then I will
think about getting married. I'm 20 years old and I'm still young mom why do
you want to put me in hell in that young age?
Don't say "marriage is heaven" because its not mom. Marriage
is hell hole!
I've seen people suffer from it and they have to handle it
for their own children
You are one of them mom
You scarified for us you had to handle my dad and his problems,
you had to handle my dad's family.
Do you know what marriage means mom?
Marriage is love! There is no marriage without love, and I do not
want to live with a man I'm not in love with.
Love in my country is forbidden and not allowed. Families kill
their daughters if they fell in love because it will bring shame to the family.
If I ever thought of getting marry I will not get marry to a guy
his mom or his sister chose me. I want a man who know me well and still want me
, who love me for who I'm , who think of me as the love of his life .
This kind of men I'm ready to fight for till the day I die ...
till the day I die.